THURSDAY CAN'T COME SOON ENOUGH!!

We are all soooooooo excited about the new bundle of heavenly love and the upcoming ultrasound on Thursday!! Whohooooo!!! Three more days!! AHHHH!!! I love that God worked it out so I could schedule the ultrasound for my muscle man's 25th (he wishes lol) bday! Can't beat that bday gift lol!!
I have soooo many mixed emotions, praise God he KNOWS what's best for us and much wiser than any of us. Precious  adorable in every way bubba byers has brought us endless joy, laughs, tears, healing and is truly heaven on earth for our family. He is going to make the most amazinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg big brother just like chris and Joe!! So excited!

 Even though we all thought Bubba was going to be a girl, then when the ultrasound tech said within seconds NO DOUBT YOU'RE HAVING A BOY (bubba wasn't shy LOL), both Chris and Joe broke down in tears and kept saying "praise you Jesus, thank you thank you thank you"!! Me and Rob looked at eachother a little perplexed cause they had NEVER let on that they didn't want a girl, but GOD KNEW they were NOT ready..and I believe if I'm honest with myself, I wasn't either..praise God he knows us better than we know ourselves. Not a second of the day goes by that I don't talk to my Boey, think of her, cry tears over missing her beautiful Jesus Joy love filled spirit and laugh..I just have a feeling she is putting in special requests to Jesus to bless her family with Jesus babies. I am so honored, humbled, eternally grateful, blessed and in awe that the Lord has opened my womb again..without being to tmi lol, it only took once with each baby so we are really in awe considering the docs told Rob four years ago he was infertile!! PRAISE YOU JESUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!! THANK YOU BOEY FOR TEACHING US TO NEVER STOP BELIEVING AND TO NEVER EVER GIVE UP!!

I know how much boey loves all her brothers and sisters and they all know eachother..I have no doubt in my mind with the precious divine connection I see in bubba's eyes and spirit whenever he talks about boey being a princess with Jesus, kisses her pictures, and says see you soon boey, LOLU!!! It's amazing and so healing for us..Jesus is so so good:).

To be honest, I just want a perfectly healthy baby, whether it's a boy or girl or "both" as bubba says lol, it doesn't matter cause I am soooo blessed either way. If the Lord in his awesome wisdom decides we are ready for a little princess, then I will trust that Jesus knows my heart is ready. NEVER will a little girl replace our precious boey, NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER!! Our Boey is irreplaceable, one of a kind, her own precious beautiful spirit. If it is a girl, it will NOT carry Boey's spirit or be another Boey, this baby is handcrafted by Jesus Christ, fearfully and wonderfully made, to be used for God's Glory, his Kingdom here on earth, to do his work and will have her very own personality and spirit. I ache for the moment Jesus finally raptures us home to heaven and I have the absolute JOY and honor of watching boey and all her new siblings hug and kiss and our family reunited!!! I CAN' WAITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT COME LORD JESUSSSSS!! Or as bubba says " Jesusshhhh" lol!

I can't stop praising God for all he's doing in our lives right now. He has taken the most tragic, excruciating painful, heartbreaking times in our life.. times of pure darkness, turmoil and not wanting to take another breath on this earth and turned them into something so absolutely beautiful, awesome and stunning! I cant 'praise him loud enough for all he's done! He gets all the Glory! When you see our family, I want you to see Jesus..there is NO way we could survive on this earth in this much pain from grief and all the other trials in life without HIM and his love, faithfulness, grace, mercy, comfort, peace and strength carrying us through. He is an awesome amazing God!!

Hopefully by Thursday I will have figured out how to post vids and pics on here so we share the exciting news on beautiful baby byers..it's going to be a very special treat, so you won't want to miss the special announcement:). Have I mentioned how excited I am?? AHHHHHHHH!!! Hopefully I'll be able to sleep till then LOL!

I love hearing from you guys..what a blessing to connect with you on here. Thank you so much for loving, praying and encouraging  our family. Rob is sooooooooooo close to being done with his book, he has a very famous and successful author as a mentor working with him right now, so things are getting very exciting, please keep him in your prayers. We want God to get all the Glory and Boeys precious beautiful story to be shared with the world. Praying it brings more souls to the Kingdom of Heaven!!

LOVE YOU ALL, HAVE A SUPER BLESSED NIGHT! Bubba says, "blesh em Jessushh, Amnmmenn "*insert his little head shake with his eyes shut * cutest thing ever..trying to get a vid of him praying posted..hint hint..steph if you're reading this, HELP!! LOL..
Love you guys!!